Neliel...I suspect I'm in awe of her.
Took me 3 days to edit it; pixel by pixel, so I kinda hope that somebody likes it! To be fair, there's a 3-week time difference between her pic and Ulquiorra's, so that explains the gap between both efforts. (Trust me, I tried equally hard with both pieces...)
The kanji in the speech bubble reads as "Utae." I don't think I have to explain what it means! If I have to, then I'd rather not spoil it for you...
I know, I know, wrong pose! But this is how it appeared in my mind. ^^
- Music:a song by Hearts Grow...can't read the kanji.
Took me one month studying Tite Kubo-sensei's art to produce this thing; so not perfect and will thank you on my knees for comments!
Actually has another Neliel pic and 2 fics (make that three) ready and waiting in line; but after dozing off for the zillionth time I decided it's a bit too dangerous.
Sorry! I promise to post as soon as I can; when I'm no longer exhausted.
Here:

P.S. I've noticed that a lot of people are a bit sensitive about the friends thing....so when is it possible to friend you? I'm not trying to complain; it's just that keeping track of people's posts can be a bit troublesome if I'm not allowed to be alerted.
- Mood:
sleepy
- Mood:
planning - Music:a ballad by a Taiwanese singer
(written this morning; finished at 7:30 a.m.)
I promise she was the one to hurt me;
Only she would have the black heart to betray me.
I promise it was they who ignored me
And left me
As I turned into dust.
But I'm dead
Dead
Dead.
So it really doesn't matter anymore.
There's no need to hate me anymore;
I've gone somewhere you can't.
Throw a party
Dance on my grave
And spit on it if you must;
Do anything else
And you'll go straight down
To join me –
I'll come and fetch you myself.
- Mood:
in dangerously good humor - Music:刃頭(Hazu) feat. Ill-Bosstino-野良犬(恋次)
Let me remember
Before I go down into the darkness
What it was like to be free
Let me cherish the thought
That I once had wings
Even though it's the very memory that hurts me
Let me at least know what it was like
To love
If I have to die
That once
I'd been so brave
And full of hope
If I'll never again feel so alive
Let me touch you
Just one last time
So that even if you turn away
I have a reason to smile
(For a while.)
Let me.
- Mood:
the earth touches me - Music:some background music for Samurai Champloo
Here's my collection of poetry I wrote when I was 15; like I promised. It's basically a series of killover ventouts of my emotions; so the language can get pretty venomous. Please don't get offended; none of it was actually directed at you, the reader.
These were literally my first pieces of decent poetry; so it might not be quite good. You're free to comment, as always. ^^
Title: Writing for the Sake of Mental Resuscitation (what a mouthful)
( Come closer and I will tell you; if you promise not to tell; the secret journey I took straight down into a personal hell. )
- Mood:
emo's the word - Music:Getting Away With Murder by Papa Roach
Ok, I can just imagine a whole bunch of people wincing at this. You're right; I can only write three types of poetry: angry, angsty and downright sappy. Which one do you think this is? (wiggles her eyebrows)
Warning: Sappy, bad poem right ahead! You have been warned...!!!
Inspired by aviss-san's "Dark Side of the Moon" (hope I remembered this correctly). Don't get any wrong impressions, her fic is WAY better than this.
First of all, happy birthday Haruyan! Belated as it is, here's your gift. Hope you like it!
Links to its prequels:
Segment 1: "Two Tigers on a Mountain" (RenBya)
http://community.livejournal.com/bleach_
Segment 2: "Uneased Musings" (RenBya Gen)
http://community.livejournal.com/bleach_
And the one below:
A warning: Byakuya is definitely OOC. Aaaackk! Sorry, it really wasn't intentional. You don't have to read this really; but if there is ANYONE courageous enough to brave this fic and gimme concrit, you have my undying gratitude.
Author: SethAdmirer
Title: Nothing Personal
Rating: PG-15
Pairing: RenBya
Description: 1, 294 words; sequel to Uneased Musings
Genre: WAFF, long string of Gen, maybe just a bit of....humour?
Summary: Byakuya gives Renji a lift home.
Disclaimer: I respect Tite Kubo sensei very much and would never dream of claiming to own Bleach or any of its charcters.
I leave my fate in your hands.
- Mood:
sleepy
Ok, calm down; lemme explain. I can't write facing the computer; my emotions just don't come out. Also, my pc needs regular debugging, so I thought it would be safer to jot everything down in a notebook. Idiot-proof, right?
WRONG.
EVERYTHING I wrote for my LJ account was in there. THREE solid weeks of work!!! Omigodomigodomigod (fumbles around her desk) What if my parents discover it?!
Sometimes I just forget the scope of my ability to lose things. And half of them NEVER come back.
*nightmare
Is it okay for me to faint now?
- Mood:
losing my head
I promised myself not write anymore emo punk poetry. That's why I'm here: The people on DA who know me outside of cyberspace might ask really awkward questions; I don't want to explain that.
So here it is; written in one of my bluest moods (not now): (best read while listening to soft, sad piano)
Do you feel such fear like this?
The way I know I do
Do you know what it feels like to have to
Anticipate your every move?
To be so electrified
Hung
Full of high hopes you're sick
From the sheer possibility of getting hurt
To feel pleased, then guilty, then ashamed of oneself
So many feelings due to one word
Do you feel the haunting, the falling, the pain?
I know I always do
Do you have the same shadows weighing on your shoulder
Like the ones
I always will
Mindlessly
Wrecking
Driving me insane
Until all breaks out white
And though sanity saves the sorrow away for the next night
I carry it with me into the daylight
- Mood:
dangerously empty - Music:A Radiohead song I can't name
Though not in time to celebrate my birthday.... (gloomy, retreats to a corner to draw circles)
But never mind. (brightens up) Look what I got! XD 2 complete Bleach artbooks!!! With a complimentary poster and CD!!! And a character guide!!!
XDDDDDDDDD
Seriously, I'd have shown it to you; but I don't have a webcam. I guess that means I'll be working harder than ever to perfect my emulation of Kubo-sensei's art-style then!!!
- Mood:
squeee... - Music:futuristic imagination by school food punishment
[b]You are a Chibi Seme![/b]
You are the seme in disguise. Able to fit in and get along with uke and seme alike, you are able to get close to the uke on their level before exerting your dominance. This makes you at times manipulative and able to fool others about your true seme nature. Because of your harmless appearance, it takes the flamboyantly gay Flaming Uke to match wits and really bring out your aggressive side to expose you for the seme that you are. <br>
Most compatible with: Flaming Uke, Badass Uke
Least compatible with: Dramatic Uke
What seme or uke are you? Take the experience at [url=http://www.semeuke.com]SemeUke.com[
Wahahahahaha.
I saw this on gloaminggrove's site and couldn't resist.
- Mood:
sleepy
I'm fresh to this whole scene....not only am I new to LJ, I've only started reading yaoi fanfics 2 months ago, (by the way, it was GrimmIchi that made me see the light) and I'm certainly a bloody greenhorns at writing them.
( My question is just too long, please proceed to my journal to read it. Thank you very much for your trouble! )
- Mood:
so many q?s, so little time.
- Mood:
hmmhmh. - Music:Tsuki no Taasu, Loveless OP
Several years ago, while watching Fullmetal Alchemist, it was the Homunculus. (Favourites, Lust, Loath and Ennnvyyyy~! He's wicked.)
Now that you mention it, they both have similarities....
Analysis on Espada and Homunculus:
Both groups have glamour, mystique and power. (Undead much? Terrifying and inhuman strength and speed...)
They symbolise something. (Homunculus= seven deadly sins, Espada= ten aspects of death. anyone care to elaborate on the aspects of death part? I thought it was cool, but not sure if this is a fact...)
Each character is distinctive with powers of their own (I would've gone into details if not for the suspicion some people might beat me for spoiling it for them)
They all look so gorgeous~~ ~(of course, I was discounting NNoitora and Yammy and Gluttony when I said that. You wanna say something about that? No? Good, that makes both of us.)
Anyone else see any extra similarities?
- Location:in front of my pc
- Mood:
+ hungry - Music:none at present time
